my ultimate wish during this lifetime is to die when i decide that i finally want to.
nah, i'm not talking about killing myself. i must admit that thought crossed my mind before, especially during my turbulent teenage years, but that's not what i meant.
i've been an on-and-off practioner of rajah yoga / meditation since college and i want to have the power and self-control to decide not to come back from the higher planes in this incarnation.
well, it's the start of a new year. my resolution is to allot more time in my studies and practice so i would be able to attain my fondest wish.
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tsktsk... death... i've already accepted the fact that someday, somewhere, somehow, we are all going to die but the idea that one can control the when and the how.. that's just disturbing. hehehehehe
ReplyDeleteis it too morbid? :)
ReplyDeletei just want to be able to leave my body when i'm finally able to break my karmic bonds on earth.
maybe someday, i'll blog about my beliefs/knowledge. but not today. :)
not TOO morbid really, just enough to make me think.. hehehehe.
ReplyDeletedude what's raja yoga?
ReplyDeletehmm.. i think if you're about to die of old age, thats the time you could choose when to hold your breath long enough to just die. haha.
"maybe someday, i'll blog about my beliefs/knowledge. but not today. :)"
ReplyDeleteAABANGAN KO YAN TSONG.
lemon:
ReplyDeleteever heard of wikipedia? (lol!)
rajah yoga...it would take me a long time to be able to explain what it is. hm...it focuses more on breathing patterns rather than asanas.
lemme guess what your next question is: what's an asana? i'll leave that one for you. haha!
also, lol on holding your breath! i don't think i have the strength to do that! wahaha!
and...
hang on tight, but don't hold your breath. it may take a while before i blog about my beliefs.
yeaaa!! haha, wala lang gusto ko lang manggaling sayo ang sagot. =) well alright, ill look at good old wiki later. haha!! (tamad eh!)
ReplyDeletewell speaking of beliefs, i just learned last sunday that SCIENCE has proven all human beings came from just one couple from mesopotamia thru DNA. and that all other stuff from Genesis are historically true. dunno about other books though. LOL!!! just sharing.
basta aabangan ko din ang say mo! hehe!
lemon:
ReplyDeleteand where did that couple come from?
WELL YUN LANG!! HAHAHA hindi ko na alam. =) baka sinuka ng lupa? whahahaha! just kidding. =) i'll "wiki" about that later! wahaha! interesting topic ano? what do you think is the importance of knowing where human beings originated or came from? where did we really come from? how did everything come to be? haha. could wiki answer these questions? abangan! hahaha!
ReplyDeletelemon:
ReplyDeletetry looking for the macrocosm in the microcosm. interesting stuff.